Wishing for snow....

The snow is gone now............
That fact somewhat comforted me as I looked out the window. Being that I wasn't used to the cold weather, that is.
But for some reason I can't seem to stop wondering how I ended up here.......

***** A lil' Background *****


These last few months have been extremely hard for me. In an attempt to establish my independence .... I moved out. That's right I packed my bags and left. Crazy, I know , but I felt it was something I needed to do. So I headed back to my heart , New Orleans that is , to try and salvage what was left of me...
Mind you, this was in the middle of Hurricane Season.lol
However, I digress, Gustav had other plans for me. He forced evacuation(( major de ja vu)) and rerouted me ,indirectly, to lexington ,kentucky........

***** The end of Background*****




So now there I was ...........
Staring blankly out the window, wondering when my life would fall into to place when I realized.
Its not.......
My life won't just fall into place. I have to put it in its place with very deliberate actions.... Only then will my goals tranform into my achievements . Then I started to feel bad. As if I had done something wrong to wish that
the sun would come out so that the snow would melt.....


Because I had only done that out of stubborness. I wasn't ready for change. So I dismissed any and everything that had been unfamilliar to me. That kind of thinking only breeds close mindedness and we all know what that leads to.....
But luckily tomorrow is a new day.....
And I wish and hope to be surrounded by snow.....the type of snow that embodies :
Hope, Change , Understanding , and Acceptance.
That's the type of blizzard I pray the whole world could get caught in.....
<3

About me:


Name: Ashleigh
Sex : Female
Age: 18
Hometown: The Best City in The Worldd , NEW ORLEANS ,LA
Status: Single
Music: everything from alternative to Rap.. and almost everything in between.
Interests: learning about history. travel. sports. and pretty much everything that is interesting.lol
anything else you wanna know about me you will probally learn sooner or later throught my entries.


btw....I'm extremely new to this.....while everyone is welcome to read and critique and I do hope you enjoy. However that is not the reason why I set this up.....it is called The Remedy because that is exactly what it is.... sometimes I get so lost and clouded in my own thoughts that it distracts me . So I will be using this blog as a tool to help me stay focused . Therefore whenever I feel extremely distracted/ stressed or just wanna write then I will make an entry...Well I believe I should bring this to an end. Thank you for reading and Goodnight.