M.I.M.S...(Music Is My Savior)...Real Shitt

okay so I had just balled my eyes out.....



talked to the bestiesss..



still felt like shit.....



so im laying there weak...






and I roll over and something stabs me in the thigh...


My Guitar pick..



wiped my tearsss...
put down ma phone and picked up ma guitar....
and played a slow heavy rift...



and opened my mouth and even though the genre's clashed this is what came out..





*"I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith"*



of all things to sing how the hell did I end up busting out someMiley Cyrus...lol



seriously though I can't dwell on past decisions because they have already been made...and are not erasable.



dried ma tears and picked up ma guitfiddle?
story of my life...
im not over it....
but im at peace with it.


I love you for what you gave me...and taught me..
and I am forever grateful...
this goodbye is for both of us....its our second chance.
I understand if you hate me now....but eventually you'll understand




much lovee homie.
Goodnight.