My thoughts are my own...........

so I send the remedy to my 1 and only fan.lolClearing my head and sorting though my thoughts is difficult sometimes.....however I am a thinker....that's what I do...now I realize that my thoughts are only a part of the chemical makeup that makes me who the fuck I am.....but sometimes they consume me.does that make me crazy?????okay now I know that you are probally wondering where im going with this...hell im wondering where im going with this....(( because im too blown.)))but please just bare with me...because all jokes aside I need to sleep and in order to do that I have to get this shit off my mind.=)could I be brain wrestling ????maybe.could I be on to something genius??????you never knoww!so hear me out....Thoughts are the most personal thing that you have..period.They are truly your own...No one can read you mind....((that I know of))no one can take them from you..((aside from brainwashing but that's a WHOLE nother blogg.lol))So why do we feel the need to share our thoughts....do you ever think about that....The one thing that is meant for us....that noone can ever steal....why do we feel the need to tell people what we are thinking...Thoughts are special....why do you think that we feel so disrepected when someone steals an idea????lol.because they stole the closest thing to you and now you feel unoriginal in doing something that everyone else starts to do....take fads /trends for instance.....someone sees someone doing something ....thinks its dope....and starts doing it...may happen to make it famous..or infamous.. depending on the individual....and now all of a sudden people are doing it..take...for instance.hip hop.look at it in the 80's .....and look at it now.back then everyone was doing the same thing....the whole gangster rap thing...and that style of music withing the genre stuck for a moment.but now......look at the game...pants are starting to fit(( more or less.lol))every shirt you see isn't a 4x tall tee.its more fitted....skateboards are getting broken in...and guitars are coming out...you see just because some mainstream rappers decided to think for themselves.....outside the gangster box that was provided for them....the media and society.....and really something inside of you! that identifies with that artist tells you its okay....so then you do so as well...you know what im saying...meanwhile...while you are coming out and being true to your thoughts....or should I say..their thoughts....the people who from jump...don't give two fucks about what people think about them...who have , all their lives.... been dressing how they want...talking how they think...and listening to music that they can vibe to....no matter if it was "cool " or not.....are outraged.....and feel like its a slap in the face ......why is this...when we should be happy and proud that people are being a little less closed minded than they were b4 the fad....but we can't help it ...its instinctual(spell check)) because we feel like they stole what was truly ours...the closest thing to us..a thought ...an idea.so we get mad and avoid "posers"......really you would think that someone sharing an interest of yours you make an ally.but it seperates us instead and makes an enemy....crazy...because really there are no original thoughts right...I mean they way im feeling now...and the thoughts im having.someone has probaly been here and done this..you know...but I digress....because now I know im brain wrestling.loland honestly I won't remeber none of this in the morning.to be continued..peace homie.