sitting in silence soaking in the substance that surpasses my eyes ........
big hearts break twice as hard......
and are the easiest targets simply because the boundaries are so vast.
pain is relative......
but this shit feels as if i was impailed (( spellcheck i know)) by a marble collumn the likes of which were only erected in the villas of ancient greeks.
why is it that love from others is always easier to accept ...than love from yourself.
when you can trust you.
can anticipate your actions.....
and justify how you feel.
however trusting others is more complicated
you never know what they are to do.
and justifying someone feelings impossible....
because by no miracle of sympathy or empathy can you ever feel exactly what someone else feels.
there are few people that i love that haventhurt me in some way.idk why i am so sensitive.
maybe its because i care too much.
some find vulnerability alluring.
is it a sense of confidence or naivete.....
i have found that life itself is a thin line....full of living walking talking contradicting complexities that make up the human race.
Ashleigh Bazile = an obsessive , carefree, selfless, proud , self conscious , determined , lazy , honest , liar, bossy, submissive, intelligent, naive woman who is sensitively strong !
its really easy to see the contradictions...once you step outside yourself.
This is me learning to love just that.
peace homie.
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