A Brick of me is equivalent to 50g's broken down and sold around your inner city streets....WOW

I am the biggest procrastinator on the face of the planet earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





i have yet to make steps toward finalizing plans of moving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Now its time for me to go.....
And im having second thoughts....Why do I always do this shitt.....Gah!!!



*** A Lil' Background ***


So even though the mere thought of being around her stresses me out to absolutely no end......
I have decided ( I think) to move back to tennessee......
Where I will go to school, and work. However, I believe Shawn Lynne.(my caring egg donor) is hell bent on torturing me. And on the other hand I reallllllyyyyyy miss New Orleans...but whenever I am there nothing positive ever comes of it.
**** The End of Background***



So you see its very hard for me to make a decision about this.......
So I asked my best fucking friend for lifee mohammed for some advice and he said this.....And I quote(lol)
"You know homie fuck everybody.....you just gotta get a scale and weight that shit out....you feel me Bazile? Whatever you do don't listen to your heart.....fuck your heart.... only listen to your mind...And you just do whatever the fuck that scale tell you to okay homie" (lmao)

so I looked around the house and couldn't find a scale.....then I thought " this nigga is crazy....how the hell am I gonna weigh thoughts?!?!"
so hear we are......




Tennessee's positives- School. Job. Apartment. Car. Good friends who I miss dearly. My Sister. Spongebob the kitty. Mi Serrana. Dance Class. Tennis and ppl to play with!!!!. Cupcake. Money.
the mountains =)...oh and FREE TUITION.
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Tennessee's negatives- Bad memories. Egg donor. its Tennessee and can be quite boring sometimes.Egg Donor
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New Orleans' positives - ITS NEW ORLEANS!!!! Gran + Great gran parents = <3 along with the rest of my family. funn. good food...(lol this is super silly and slightly obese) Friends who I miss dearly. its home.

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New Orleans' negatives- Not enough money for to start school soon enough there =(
which equals being a bum a partying 24/7. No job right away so no money. which means no car. RTA!!! no apartment. and too many distractions.
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Well I think its obvious what my decision is....
Yup that's right im headed to Tennessee...I just gonna have to suck it up and do what needs to be done...Success is key and failure is not an option so imma have to go with my BFFFL Mo and dive into FTW mode(( Fuck The World mode that is)) for these next two years.. Because I have to stop letting my emotions cloud my sense...



well thanks for that release!
it was great for me how was it for you? We should get together and do this again sometime.....






*Knock Knock*

WHO's THERE?????



You!






Reading an awesome blog!


lol



peace homie!


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