I was a dreamer before you ever let me down....now its too late for you and your white horse.... to come around.

I feel like ma brain has been reduced to bowl ramen noodles......




Ishh is crazy......




I have this crazy feeling in my gut that I have to let go....






* A Lil' Background*



I am MADLY in lovee with a certain young man.
I have known him since I was 14. he has been my bestfriend/significant other for the past 3 1/2 yearss.
however now he lives in Maryland and is way too far away from me....we don't seem to talk for weeks at a time....and I find myself(As he so lovingly pointed out lastnight...) slowly detaching maself from the situation.




*** The End of Background***






*Sigh*
so idk what to do....
I feel stuck....I just don't feel like throwing our time away...
but on the other hand I have a lot going on ma self and don't have time to play wifey 24/7 from hundreds of miles away.


Somethings gotta give...and its gotta happen quick.







*Sigh*
well I gotta go ttfn.

oh and Santo...


imma kill you seriously...


peace homie


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