Life's Realizationz.......Simplified!

*SIGH*



I know that its been a minute since I've updated last....but a lot of stuff has come up since then....so you know....what are you gonna do?.lol




So this entry(for the most part) is my lame attempt to catch you up on the events that have occured up until this point....



Okay. So You Ready? Here we go.....



I haven't talked to my mother in awhile.... and I haven't quite figured out if this is a good or bad thing...But for now Im just gonna sit back and enjoy the silence.... because Im willing to bet everything that it's not gonna last.....I know this may seem horrible from your stand point but trust and believe that while I do lovee my mother she still brings out the worst in me.. (hate to say it...but its true)



okay enough of me and my "mami" issues...lol


I have been pretty sick lately. idk why or how it happened but it did........ so whatevs.


Oh and but ofcourse....what would my life be minus the boy drama.....
nonexistent.....
because boy drama seems to follow me like little obese children to a fucking ice cream truck! ugh.


Haven't talked to the "boyfriend" in a couple of weeks.....yea not a typo....I just said a couple of week!
I know I say I like my space but DAMNN! how do you not call me in two weeks? lol that definitely warrants a cuss out... but what can I say I love him. and I know he is busy with school and work but damnn....I'm just glad its coming up on spring break. so that we can finally see eachother...lol
(if you are reading this <3 ya babyy muah(( me and my shoutoutz= ghetto)) ha



but what fun would boy drama be without the crazy jealous ex who you never really get over. really?


(( btw I know it soundz like I lovee this ishh but it actually pisses me off majorly.... however its unavoidable so what are you gonna do?))



So where was I ????


oh yea my ex ....


*** A Lil' Background****
He cheated me.... I forgave then he broke up with me...
(( I really know how to pick em' huh))



So he called and just wanted to talk...*red flag*

so I entertained him for awhile because I try to be a good person but I always end up getting screwed....because I am "too nice" to some people....
Antiways!!!!
Our normal conversation somehow escaleted in to a full out battle of the lungs(( as I like to call it))
We argued, yelled, called names and placed blame until we were out of breath.
Then after sitting in silence for what seemed like years I realized..... He is a piece of shitt!!!! Dishonest. Disrepectful. Controlling. Posessive. And just a jerk in general.. and in that moment I seemed to shake whatever hold it was that I thought he had over me....
(( ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!))

God. I consider myself to be a pretty smart girl. So how do I make such simple mistakes???


Ay Dios Mio!!!! idk....


So after hanging up on him....I had a nice healthy- happy sob...lol

Well that about sumz up my time that I've spent away from you....



Hope it quenched your thirst.......


If it didn't then I must be doing something right....Cuz you are still reading aren't you? lol



peace homie.

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